Her thoughts followed endless roads.
Her mind created endless ideas.
Her dreams told endless sagas, no story line.
She felt out of context.
Small things were struggles.
She could solve puzzles if she had enough time, though there was never enough time.
She took herself apart and put herself back together.
There were left over parts.
How would she re-attach the left over pieces?
She wondered who she would be — or what — in her next life.
She remained hopeful.
She forgot to sweep the floors or polish the mirrors.
Crumbs collected on the soles of her socks, but she never looked in the mirrors anyway.
Her words disturbed the peace when she spoke.
Her words were the impatient part and never waited for her brain.
She lost important papers.
She didn’t watch TV.
She didn’t follow recipes.
She didn’t follow rules, well, not all of the rules all of the time.
Rules were tricky.
Boundaries were tricky, too.
Was the grass greener on the other side of the fence?
She kept busy.
She wasn’t bored but she did get lonely.
She was no longer desperate. She knew
hope. She could hold it in her hands.
She had a camera.
She took pictures and hung them on her walls.
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Bo sometimes writes poems, seldom shares them. Winter solstice seemed like the right time to share this poem.