Old Car © 2013 Bo Mackison

“Travel is more than the seeing of sights; it is a change that goes on, deep and permanent, in the ideas of living.”
~ Miriam Beard

I am getting ready.

In preparing for my cross-country excursion, I reread the blog posts I wrote last year when I embarked on a similar trip. I was struck by the number of elaborate memories that were evoked by reading the scant details of my nine-day road trip. It was like finding a single puzzle piece which exposed new meanings, new connections.

These brief rememberings again reminded me of the value of even the briefest of routine entries in a journal or diary.

I combined the nine days of poetry entries into one post. It’s a bit long, but it does cover nine days of traveling over 2,500 miles

Road Trip – 2,588 Miles

The First Day – Heading Cross-Country

It is sunny and 71˚ and 8:03 a.m. when I lock the door,
jam my last bag in the car.
No need to memorize the blue of the sky, it is already mine.

A red tail hawk dips into the arroyo,
I catch his wide sweep as I turn north.
Prickly pears and yucca bloom extravagantly,
Spent blossoms of the ocotillo litter the curbside.

In three hours I detour twice,
following Arizona Scenic Highway signs
like dropped bread crumbs in a dark forest.

Curve along the edges of copper mines,
layered open pits, and miners in yellow hard hats
maneuver front-loaders along the narrow ledges.

Boyce Thompson Arboretum © 2013 Bo Mackison

I walk the paths of the arboretum at noon,
detour through Miami’s mission district at three,
at four I descend into the Salt River Canyon.

A hawk soars high above the road, I follow its shadow along the asphalt road.
Red Tails are my trip totem.
Road cuts expose the white rock of the White Mountains,
vines and creeping flowers fill the rough crevices.

5:02 p.m. I stop for the night in Show Low.
The motel is on Deuce of Clubs Street, the main drag.
Can’t show lower than the deuce of clubs, so says town legend.

Red Earth, Blue Skies © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Second Day – Driving North in Arizona

Gas at Safeway is 3.42 a gallon,
two fishermen lean against their truck, boat in tow,
arguing about late starts and wasting time.
The older guy takes a long drag on his cigarette while he pumps gas.

North of Show Low the topography is Illinois flat,
the soil Utah red. The heat Arizona summer.

Dead River.
Querino Wash.
Four Mile Draw, Five Mile Draw, Six Mile Draw.
Godawful flat and dusty,
telephone poles are distraction.

Past Holbrook, outcroppings jut like layers of floor sheeting.
It’s a land of rock, many-layered fossil cake in rainbow hues.

Entrance signs greet and command:
“Welcome to Petrified Forest National Park.
Do Not Remove Rocks Under Penalty of Law.”
I take only photographs.

Scattered Petrified Wood © 2013 Bo Mackison

On the day I travel from mountains to plains,
I cross the state line, and whisper
“Goodbye, Arizona; Hello, New Mexico.”

I keep my place on the map by the washes I cross.
Querino Wash, dusty and dry,
Carr Lake Wash, dusty and dry.

Meandering water gives the Little Colorado River’s name veracity.
Rivers run dry in the Southwest
and imagination supplies the water.

I turn north, follow the Trail of the Ancients, Navajo Nation,
Cinder block homes and sweat lodges. Horses stand in the shade of ramadas.
Winds blow fierce, flying dust crosses the road.

I steer my car by the tracks of the pick-up truck ahead
and rocks rise from nothingness into mysterious swirling dust silhouettes.

Near Shiprock, New Mexico, a rock clipper ship rises from the plateau.
as a wailing dog circles its still companion, rigid on the roadside,
and nudges the matted, dark stained head.

I think of Sunday School Bible verse contests.
“For you were made from dust, and to dust you shall return.”
Truer than I once believed, now an astronomer’s explanation.
“You are star-dust, the heart of the star.”

Towards evening I reach Four Corners, geographical name place.
Arizona, New Mexico, Utah, Colorado touch with 90˚ precision,
Accuracy drawn by politicians and mapmakers.

I drive past the concrete historical marker
and neon-lit gift shops. There are wonders ahead.

Love the Stripes at Mesa Verde Visitor Center © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Third Day – A Colorado Day

37˚ at 5:40 am, I unpack the trunk to find my sweatshirt.
Truckers start their engines and let them idle over breakfast,
the couple in the next room search for their car keys.

Bickering, raised voices, gas fumes. I grab coffee
and a couple of hard-boiled eggs from the breakfast bar
and pull onto the highway as the sun rises.

Mesa Verde National Park is only minutes east. The new visitor center
receives last-minute grooming for Memorial Day’s Grand Opening.

I glance at bright exhibits on prehistoric dwellings and pottery,
but my attention’s captured by dizzying stripes of light and shadow,
building, bricks, benches, steps.
Each stripe marks time, passage on a sunlit day.

I follow the self-guided tour of Spruce House,
an Ancestral Pueblo dwelling abandoned in A.D. 1300.
And imagine life on a rock cliff with toddlers and elders.
Then I order salad and iced tea from the Spruce Tree Cafe and I am more thankful than usual.

I wander through the gift shop, the museum, explore the ancient diorama,
reluctant to leave Mesa Verde — Green Table. I depart later than planned.

Spring Melt in Colorado Mountains © 2013 Bo Mackison

Durango is a city I want to explore, walk the streets,
take in the art in the galleries, visit the breweries. Perhaps next year?
The deer and elk crossing flashes red and yellow lights.

I head out-of-town on Colorado 550.
Later I read there are 638 mountains in the Rockies over 10,000 feet.
I can’t claim – my neck craned, muscles in spasm – that I saw them all,
but I saw enough for one day.

It is spring thaw, the melt flows over the roads,
waterfalls course along the sheer rock walls, mini avalanches slide across the two lanes
and snow patrols clear the passes. The scenery is mesmerizing.

I stop at the pullouts constantly; I don’t chance a glance while driving.
No-guard-rail curves, it’s enough to hold onto the courage I can muster.

Ribbons of rocky earth alternate with snow pack on the peaks,
stands of fir poke sharp greens into the blue skies,
clouds that peek over the mountain tops are
white as white – glaring white, brilliant white. White white.

The high country ponds are frozen and
roads to summer retreats with inviting names are still impassable,
hidden from civilization. Some aspen are greening,
and black tooth-pick lodge pole remnants
stand as reminders of the Missionary Fire of 2002.

Hairpin Curve on Highway 550 © 2013 Bo Mackison

A hawk’s shadow crosses the road and glides towards the San Juan Mountains.
Coal Bank Pass 10648 feet.
Hairpin turn at Lime Creek.

Molas Pass 10910 feet.
Sultan Creek.
The Colorado Trail.
Silverton.

Red Mountain Pass 11,108 feet.
Road as slalom, blinking signs warn of an avalanche ahead
as rock slide mitigation crews clear the road.
Cars alternately drive the cleared lane which hugs earth, then drops into sky.

It is still breathtakingly beautiful.
I practice deep breathing. To calm my racing heart or to increase my oxygen levels?
No matter. I descend into Ouray, and follow the Uncompahgre River
frothy brown and wild, into the valley.

The next morning, a jovial park ranger and I speak of Colorado 550,
“yeah, highest passes, drop-offs, most dangerous maintained road in the state.
Maybe in the country. You drive that, you’n drive anything.”

Perhaps he was being kind in his attempt to legitimize my remembered fears.
I smiled and nodded. I accepted his announcement as truth.

Juniper High Above Black Canyon © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Fourth Day – Colorado is a Wide State

A half-dozen times I’ve circled Black Canyon National Park on vacation maps
and a half-dozen times we lingered too long at Arches or Canyonlands,
and Black Canyon was a scratch. Who even knows there is such a place as
Black Canyon of the Gunnison National Park anyway?

Now that you can count me among its visitors, I’ll keep its secret.
Here are steep cliffs, ancient rock, craggy spires,
and walls streaked with dragon outlines, erosion’s art work
on rocky canvas 2000 feet from flowing river to cliff edge.

Black Canyon National Park © 2013 Bo Mackison

Oh, the quiet places, open spaces, vertical wilderness
shared with soaring hawks and eagles.
Cloud cover keeps the canyon in shadow, but the river’s song
sounds on the high mesa and wildflowers bloom
in the roots of twisted junipers.

Twenty years getting here and I have only half a day
to see what I have missed, a half day to know I must return.
When the wind gusts spike to 50 mph, I know it’s time to head east.
A tail wind helps, pushing me half-way across Colorado.

Stranded Boat Dock © 2013 Bo Mackison

Colorado has fine scenery, but those low gray clouds packed with snowy potential
overwhelm my yearn to pull over and explore.

Still, there is plenty to see –
the up and down rhythm of mountain, valley, mountain.
Tumbleweeds skirt the highways.

Cimarron, Colorado. Conjurer of Wild West sagas.
Lakes half filled, driftwood sculptures lace the sandy edges.
And colors bleached by winter’s touch take on color —
greening grasses, tree twigs in muted yellows, pinks, rusty reds,
Weeping willows in yellow-green tangles.

Calves snooze in muddy pastures,
content as their mothers graze nearby.

Dust Storm at Curecanti © 2013 Bo Mackison

Dust clouds swirl around my car at Curecanti.
I stop again at a ranger station.
It’s a slow day for recreation, the staff ply me with coffee, maps,
highlight the safest route through the eastern mountain passes.
Another hawk sweeps past my car; hawks are this trip’s companion bird.

San Isabel National Forest.
Steepy Mountain.
Monarch Pass. Fitting, Monarch is the pass to bid me farewell
as I cross the Continental Divide and head towards the plains.

Salida and a stop at Sally’s Cafe for coffee.
The road follows the Arkansas River,
running with spring melt, thunder-crashing into protruding red rock.
Fly fishermen queue for prime locations.

In the high desert town of Cañon City
I watch the last hawk of the day —
dancing, sky diving, welcoming the soft evening.

May First Snow in Colorado Springs © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Fifth Day – A Day of Wait

A perfect excuse for a sabbatical from car claustrophobia is a freak May storm.
It chased me across Colorado and caught up with me in Colorado Springs.

Content with a quiet room, lap pool, and breakfast bar,
I plan an all day writing/photography retreat – revival for a weary traveler.

Nebraska Panhandle © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Sixth Day – Trekking to Nebraska’s Panhandle

May 2nd and I head northwest as city rolls into country.
Cars at awkward angles jut from ditches, victims of yesterday’s icy sleet.
Yellow road sign: No plowing. 7 pm to 5 am.

I delight in beds of deep purple wildflowers on the roadsides.
Sheep, cows, horses share small pastures.
A trickling creek winds around thick-rooted bare branched tree relics.

Snyder, Colorado.
1st Street, 2nd Street, 3rd Street, 4th Street.
Asphalt roads in the villages; county roads are dirt ruts.

Circuitous, the South Platte runs wild with snow melt,
and snow still clumps around fence poles, in the tree thickets.

Scotts Bluff National Monument ©2013 Bo Mackison

Clouds are familiarly scattered; every second grader draws this sky.
Looking for coffee, I stop at the Prairie Cafe in Stoneham.
Abandoned. A penciled sign — “closed, be back soon” — dangles from a cracked window.

I cross into Pawnee National Grassland though grasses are rare in these parts.
Instead these Grasslands are home to tanks and army helicopters,
I pull over for a camo-caravan led by a blaring-siren police unit.

Army games and cattle farms dominate my road view of National Grasslands.
With relief I leave Pawnee and cross the Colorado/Nebraska border.

Path into the Storm © 2013 Bo Mackison

My day’s destination – Scotts Bluff National Monument.
Scotts Bluff, sandstone rising 800 feet above the North Platte,
once an eagerly sought landmark by travelers on the Oregon, Mormon and California trails.

An eagerly sought landmark by this traveler, too.
I walk a rare mixed-grass prairie, listen to Ranger Lucy’s stories of history,
experience her passion for the land, I’m thankful I have time enough to explore.

Pictograph by Native American Artist © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Seventh Day – Nebraska Panhandle to Black Hills

Scottsbluff, Nebraska. 7:10 a.m. 34˚F. Sunny. Windy.

Smoke hangs in the air as I head north out of town.
Cook Oil Road.
Gas Engine Road.
Narrow valleys shrouded with heavy fog.

Wild turkeys on the roadside look prime for a Butterball feast,
No kin to the elongated, scrawny fowl of Wisconsin.
Black calves peer though the wire fencing,
one has a pure white face. Who knew a cow can be this beautiful?

Agate Fossil Beds National Monument on the Nioroba River.
The ranger unlocks the Visitor Center, it’s early on a Friday.

He story tells his way through the exhibits, proud of
the people in the murals,  their discoveries and kind deeds.
A calendar pictograph covers the wall – a peoples’ history.

Horses in Custer State Park © 2013 Bo Mackison

Trees appear in the distance as I drive
battered road in Ogallala National Grasslands.
Antelope stare, then break into an elegant run.

Ardmore, Nebraska, I’m nearly through town before I realize it’s a ghost town.
Old houses and churches, broken windows in faded businesses, out of business signs.
Old cars, but no people, no voices. No signs of life, of living.

Driving turns hypnotic, I jerk alert when I see a curve sign.
Enveloped by soft greens, soft mounds, soft sounds, I continue –
My car, the narrow asphalt road, and me.

Historical Sign Ahead: Wood Stage Memorial Marker.
Cheyenne River, a narrow ribbon of brown.
Wild Horse Refuge. and the hills turn Crayola crayon green.

Cascade Falls, Black Hills National Forest.
Bison chili at the Blue Bison Cafe in Hot Springs.

Buffalo Right of Way © 2013 Bo Mackison

Wind Cave National Park,
I skip the cave tour and watch the buffalo instead.

Often I wait, my foot on the brake, as the buffalo ignore me.
Huge beasts, shaggy and disheveled, shedding their winter coats.

Mount Rushmore from Afar © 2013 Bo Mackison

I detour through Custer State Park, relive memories of a family summer vacation
twenty years past; there was a pop up camper,
a hotel-preferring husband, three kids and me, all on our first big explore of the West.
Memory making moments, still favorite childhood memories.

I pull out my camera when Mount Rushmore, framed in a narrow tunnel, takes me by surprise.

Flags at Mount Rushmore © 2013 Bo Mackison

Miles down the road, I hesitate.
Stop at Mount Rushmore National Monument? I’ve already seen it…

Once more memories crowd my thoughts, I stop, pay the exorbitant parking fee,
and walk to the empty benches in front of the four Presidents.

That same vacation long ago…
my 9-year-old son sat beside me for half a day, spellbound.
Craning his neck, staring, studying,
stunned into silence by the thought of a mountain, a sculptor and a chisel.

That memory was worth the stop.

Entering the Badlands © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Eighth Day – Badlands, and Then the Interstate

Rapid City. 6:27 am. Sunny and 37˚F.
Filling the car’s gas tank is the first priority – $2.94 a gallon,
cheapest gas on my travels. I buy sunglasses when I go in to pay for my gas.

Standard equipment in Arizona, I’ve three missing pairs in the car,
and I’m driving due east into sunrise.
Streaks of garish orange flames decorate the cheapest pair that fit.
No matter. I buy them in a hurry to find the back road to the Badlands.

I’m the sole traveler on Highway 44 for miles, the country’s rough, desolate, beautiful.
The Badlands rise from prairie, stark layers of sediment,
rock ribbons in tan, gray, yellow, black.

Grasslands and badlands – a contrasting combination
of pale green growth and rock erosion. Soul soothing.

Badlands National Park © 2013 Bo Mackison

My hike is brief – an hour in, an hour out – I take the time.
Hiking in rocky wilderness is good for what ails me.

I celebrate with lunch, Indian Tacos at the Cedar Pass Cafe,
visit the Badlands National Park’s Visitor Center.
Roam through the twenty site campground – more family trips
come to mind. I am grateful I’ve held tight to these decades-old memories.

For 2100 miles, I’ve avoided the mindless Interstate roads, but no longer,
Back roads that head east aren’t an option.
Roads in South Dakota head to outlying ranches or farms, or towns 50 miles to the south.

I pull on I-90 East, set the cruise control, and become traffic.
Destination: Sioux Falls, dinner, the last night in a hotel room.

On this last night, I wade through puddles in the cold rain
walking to the nearest restaurant, and splurge on a steak.
It comes with a salad bar – a twenty foot long table,
bowls mounded with fresh veggies, potato salads, Jello, fruit cocktail.

Tomorrow I will be in Wisconsin, but for now,
green Jello and a walk in the rain soak me in Midwestern welcome.

Abandoned Barn © 2013 Bo Mackison

The Ninth Day – And Home

Sioux Falls, South Dakota. 7:17 am. 41˚ and a cold drizzle.
I study the map with deep intention.
450 miles from my destination, and suddenly I yearn to be home. Now.

Damp, gray clouds spread before me, hugging close to the ground.
It’s farther than I want to drive, but never mind.
I phone home, “No stops today. I’ll be there by 3.”

Fog thickens, once spinning windmills disappear into mist,
only the brown-black soil drenched with slick puddles is visible.

For distraction’s sake, I turn on the radio, listen to an interview in progress,
Maya Angelou recalls her youth, and words of wisdom she lives by,
I catch bits and pieces as I concentrate on steering
around wide load trucks and semi trucks, double strung.

“Love liberates love,” she says. “Doesn’t bind.”
I think of my four-month stay in Arizona.
Angelou speaks of her mother’s words: “I’d love to have you near me,
but if that isn’t possible – go.” The ultimate gift.

The exit sign for Rushmore, Minnesota shifts into view,
red wing blackbirds dart from field post to billboard post.
Worthington, Minnesota.
“Love liberates love. Love doesn’t bind,” the voice of the radio informs.

I take a break from the steady rain, pull out my umbrella,
pace the pavement in front of a square of concrete rest-stop.
Winded and chilled, I wipe raindrops from my arms and face,
resume the drive.

Piano notes fill the car’s interior, Bill Evans plays Peace Piece.
My chest tightens, but the need to drive safely is stronger than my urge to weep.
It’s been a long drive, a long stay away.

A swarming flock of crows mobs a hawk.
Skies lighten, blue window of sky,
only a glimpse before gray returns.

Glimpse of Sun © 2013 Bo Mackison

In central Minnesota, I exit I-90. Back roads cut the angle.
State highways wind through the countryside. Snow covers fields.
Shooting Star Scenic Highway.

At the VFW east of Adonis, I wait in a traffic jam.
Drivers park cars along the road, there’s a crowd
standing outside, neatly in a long line.
Flashing neon sign — Chicken Dinner, Noon to 2.
I munch on almonds and string cheese. My apple rolls onto the floor.

LeRoy, Minnesota.
Upper Iowa River at flood stage.

More music on the radio – Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers,
James Taylor crooning You Are My Only One.
I’ll Make Love to You by Boyz II Men.

I’m at flood stage, too.

MN 56, US 63 South, IA 9 East.
I zag across state lines, searching for short cuts.
Lionel Richie’s Truly plays on the radio. Really? Universe, I am listening.

I pull to the roadside, take deep breaths, gulp water from a plastic bottle,
then turn off the radio to concentrate on the road.

My breathing comes easier as I cross the Mississippi at Marquette
and two hawks dive from the limestone cliffs, land on a sliver of river island.
On the eastern shore, the governor’s sign welcomes me to Wisconsin.

At Mount Ida, slowed in a 20 mile an hour zone, I study a woman
as she spray paints her yard’s dried seed heads bright iridescent blue.
I smile. Then I grin.

An hour later, I pull into my driveway. Home.